Since last Saturday, I have being involve in the Singapore Airshow 2012. These 2 days have to woke up as early as 5+am and stand throughout the show to 5+pm. This is really tiring and especially straining considering I can't send my kid to school and miss my time to spend with her. I really miss her. Am I an abnormal dad? I really love my child so much that everything I do now is for her sake. I want to earn alot of money and prepare her for a better future ahead.
There is still thoughts that will always be with me throughout this life:
a) Why does my dad doesn't seems to love me as much as I love my child?
b) Why does my dad doesn't apologise for his misdeed many years back?
c) Why does my dad doesn't feel proud about his son's achievement?
I guess I would not know the answer till I see God but One thing I do is I look forward and work hard for the things to come. Though is really scary to know that maybe the end times is coming with the emergence of the beast (widely known as a resurrected John Paul II Pope). There is no point with living in constant fear but in constant hopes and dreams instead. I believe that I can achieve much more in this coming years.
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