My Aim for 2010-2011

Times flies it has being 6 months since I have joined CAE. At first I was fearful of the working environment but so far it has being good. I have learned a lot of stuff like:

• Writing ATP/SDD
• Thorough Software Design
• Design my own network subnets
• Use Winproxy to share Internet connection
• RCS & Socket
• Control LCDs and U-Box
• Cable testing

What I wish to do is aim for 2k per month from trading. Each trade will be mininum 10lots as confidence built-up. I have seen how my good friend do it in the market (the minority that has done it) and I am learning things from him everyday. I will not consider myself a success unless I can emulate him to earn a living out of the market alone. Give me 2 years and I aim to have another property and a BMW. Mark this date 22nd of July 2010.

I will be the head and not the tail, above and not beneath. If others can do it, why not me? God has empowers me to do anything. Although I no longer is participating in church, deep down I still love God and I will go back to Him. I have sacrificed in the past which I believe God will always remember. I hope CHC saga will be resolved soon. I really hope the allegation is not true but sadly to say I believe God is doing a trimming job.

What is wrong?

I just can't figure what is in my dad's mind. Whatever he has done, he is still my father. I am what I am today because I have learn the virtues of saving money and taking care of things. I just want to write it down to let go:

1) Last year in Sept 2009, every one including my brother gives something to my child during her birthday. My dad didn't even gave anything. My wife and I are very upset.

2) Father day and my dad's birthday dinner had consistently being he ordered "suckling pig", "fish", "peking ducks". Regular dinner that usually cost 100plus now becomes 500-600. What is he thinking? I am upset by his attitude of "eating" people even his own sons.

3) Ask him to fetch ah ma and co to my new house, end up getting "some other days".

4) Bought Ah ma to new house with new car. She was overjoyed. But at my birthday dinner, my wife and I was shock no-one even ask about the car as though nothing has happened. Dinner was very tense. I hate the feeling. Aren't he proud of his son. It seems that the more successfully I am, the more unacceptive he is.

Got Myself a Birthday Gift - 13th July 2010

Bought a 5 years old Volvo for $50000. Mileage at 53500km

The Ambra - July 2010